Post by varian on Sept 11, 2015 5:08:03 GMT
When I was a young man, I would toy with all my fathers computers and hardware. some of the other kinds thought I was not normal since I loved to do something that most didn't. I didn't care about what they thought it was my own little world of codes. I always remember reading books and books of software when I got older in age. Other kids thought that what I was doing was cool finally and wanted to know how I did all of these codes. I laughed and said it was classified, since I always loved the world of secrets. Its strange now days being called Varian when my real name is Zach, people called me it cause of how I like to dress up in many armors and pretend to lead my small armies to battle on the streets. That all change though, I still don't know if it was for the better or worse. Only time will tell me if this choice was the right choice and that the right choice will lead me to life that is calmer. Being stuck on a ship isn't to bad its just what if there's a new world that I can just look through m scope and see the whole world with one blink. That's a dream that would be special to me for the rest of my life. The same drill every morning on this giant ship, inspect, code, meetings, fight, and then sleep till it starts again. Some may say that if this keeps going as it is they will lose there mind, I tell them how do you even have your mind after the first day. The first day is the toughest day for any trooper, strong or weak, smart or dumb, rich or poor, you cant escape it. Only a fourth of the people make it through the first day and only a fourth of those fourth still have their minds. You have your ODST's in one area, and basic marines in the other, but we ONI only stay in the shadows, cause who knows who may be the next enemy. Some days I wonder if I should keep this rank and others I think I should retire and live in peace. Peace is not given though, its earned so I have to stick it out till I've earned peace. The next meeting is about to start, better show up or Church will have my ass.
-Varian (5th day on ship)